Worried about starting "cutting" practices..
My depression has gotten pretty bad since I last posted about it and becuase of this I've had alot of worsening bad thoughts.. involving cutting or injuring myself, particularly in the wrist area. Mind you I haven't actually done anything yet and most of the sharp objects in my house have been removed as a safety measure I took against these thoughts but still.. does it really make you feel good? Someone I told this to said it wasn't painful and it felt good or something.. I don't know it doesn't sound enjoyable. Just the idea makes me scringe up tightly.