TYVM IN ADVANCE FOR READING AND OR RESPONDING yesterday i found out horrible news from my neurosurgeon not the news that i wanted ...i was told that i am a candidate for BACK SURGERY that's the very last thing that i wanted to hear I'm only 28 years young
29 on Tuesday
though i feel like I'm 79 a few weeks ago i went to get the results from my family physician regarding the MRI for my back relating to my herniated disc's and my family doctor told ME THAT EVERYTHING WAS OK he assured me that i was in the clear and had nothing to worry about 2 days after that appointment i thought that it was strange that the neurosurgeon wanted me to come in ... i was thinking to myself why in the world would HE ask me to come into his office to tell me the same thing my doctor told me "everything's OK" the neurosurgeon is a very important doctor and i didn't think he would waste HIS time to tell me everything was OK so yesterday i was in the office of the neurosurgeon and he let me see the results for myself on his computer of my MRI and the damage that has been done between the 5 and 6 section of my neck. whats between 5 and 6
cant figure that out ..lol
so the neurosurgeon booked an appointment for my to get more testing done an EMG i believe is what he called it bottom line is ...now i question my family doctor integrity honesty personal judgement and capability as my physician he has been my doctor my entire life Ive pretty much believed in him up until the last couple of years due to a few other incidents for example OK... another incident was back in late December 06 ...aside from the constant chronic pain from my discs ...my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer...i just couldn't deal with everything the physical pain and i had become extremely emotional plus Christmas is a bad time of year for me due to the loss of loved 1z worst time of the year for me i hate Christmas
i for the first time ever started cutting to stop all the pain....i sought the help of my family doctor told i just couldn't handle all of what i was going through he looked at me stood up walked towards the door proceeded to open it his reply to me was "WELL I GEUSS YOU HAVE FOUND A NEW COPING MECHENISIM" then walked out of the room on to mistreat and abuse his next patient made me feel so worthless unwanted and unimportant. I got antidepressants from a walk in clinic doctor. Ever since then all of 2007 i have shopped around trying like mad to find myself a new family doctor and have had no luck what so ever ....unbelievable i know but Ive tried then January 2007 i was hit by a car while crossing at a cross walk on MY green light i pushed the button and was hit by a mini van.... paid $950.00 to get a private MRI done on my left knee....didn't want to wait a year like i did for the MRI on my back...once again my family doctor assured me that everything is OK with my knee....i DO NOT believe him cause i live with severe weakness and pain in my knee everyday all day i plan on speaking to my lawyer about the MRI re my knee from my accident .....I'm frustrated and upset...i feel very let down for so many reasons I'm at my Witt's end once again don't know what in the world to do i live in the VANCOUVER area ....PORT COQUITLAM AREA to be exact i would love to confront my family doctor in a polite way though i may cry i just wanna ask him why he lied to me and promised something he couldn't ....giving false hope to a chronic pain patient is hurtful and very misleading I FEEL MY RIGHTS AS A PATIENT HAVE BEEN VIOLATED TIME AND TIME AGAIN ....IS THERE SOMEBODY OR AN ORGANIZATION OF SORT TO PLACE A COMPLAINT AGAINST HIM ?
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