Re: i need more help again
When reading your post, I felt like I had written it. I am only 18 but have had a terrible fear of throwing up for as long as I can remember. I can tell you right now that if someone were to post the "symptoms of when you are going to throw up" you would feel them regardless of whether or not you are actually going to (the mind is a very powerful thing! I know from experience).
So I guess I am writing to offer you support, we have something very big in common and I know how difficult this fear is to live with. Hopefull you will be able to find some way to overcome it, I am currently working on it.