I just don't want to go out anymore
Well to make a long story short when I was 20 - 23 I was a model and to me work was only to make money so I really didn't like it. I only wanted to have fun and hang out with friends. However during this time a ton of unexpected things happened all at once that changed my life and got me in a ton of debt. Afterwards I worked hard to create my own business during this time and for the past six years I have never gone out. I am now nearly 28 and all I do is work and go to the gym only for health reasons. I basically live on the internet and I get more satisfaction out of creating successful sites and programming new ideas that no one has ever thought of. I make a lot of money and when I have the choice of making more money or going out and wasting it I always choose to keep working.
So I am the exact opposite of what I was when I was younger. It seems like every time I want to relax and take it easy, bad things happen with my business and then my incompetent staff members cannot take care of the problem even though I have taught them over and over what to do in such cases. That is the difference between followers and leaders, and it seems that my staff are followers in a leadership role and they cannot think for themselves. Hiring someone who is a leader would be too busy managing their own business and who want $50+ per hour for their attendance is too much.
Anyway, to sum it all up I really do not want to go anywhere and just have fun. Anytime I take my mind off of my business I lose money. I fear that I will be put back into the same situation where I lost it all 6 years ago so the second something happens I stop everything and fix the problem before it is too late. Also due to all of my accomplishments that I have earned on my own I really do not like the "idiots" at the club who have no ambition in life and just want to drink and party. I just feel like I do not fit with that crowd but that is the only way to meet people since I am isolated from the outside world due to my home business.
Last edited by Jason27; 10-24-2007 at 10:33 PM.