| Re: Weird Head Sensation
Well it all started in 2005, I got some swollen lymph nodes, and within a month later, I got a bad stomach infection. I lost about 15 lbs. Then I was recovering, and in August 6th, of 05, I woke up with an extreme pain in my testicals, and I went to numerous doctors, they said everything is ok with me. But I was with extrutiating pain, I was living in Canada then, so I finally decided to go to Brazil, where my parent's where. I went to see a doctor, and he diagnosed me with varicocelle. The strange thing is the doctor said it's usually painless. Anyways I did tests, like sperm test and so forth, and the levels where still normal, I tried many alternatives before doing surgery, but in the end it didn't really help. So I ended up doing surgery. To top it up in 2007, I had to deal with my parent's seperation, it was really stressfull being around them. I know since 2005, I never had such bad depression, and before I have never ever though in commiting suicide, now, I kind of lost the love of life. I moved to Ireland, seeking to start a new life, but then these head things started. So I guess it could be post traumatic stress, it does make sense. I just have to know now what I have to do, because it's really bad living with this.
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