| What is this?
I have had this for a very long time but for some reason it is increasing in severity.
It is kind off odd so bear with me.
It is like I have a wall or barrier of some sort behind my eyes.
I can somewhat feel it too.
I can see and comprehend everything that is going on, but my brain doesn't react in any way, emotionally or physically.
It is like I'm watching life through a tv screen.
I'm present in the situation, but more as an observer.
I don't feel like I'm watching myself or anything.
It's hard to explain.
I don't really have emotions, and if for some reason I do, I just have the inability to express them.
I have a really hard time connecting with people.
I actually don't have any friends.
I don't have the desire to have them.
It is almost like I don't have the ability to care about anything.
I don't have anything I'm really interested in and I don't really have goals at all.
I'm not depressed at all.
But I never feel "happy" either.
It is really strange.
Any input would be helpful.
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