17 and Depressed
I just started my senior year of high school just about 5 or 6 weeks ago. Recently I've been hating to look at myself in the mirror and when I do all I think is that I'm ugly and immature. If I could rip my face off I really would. I got a job recently too and I saw it as an opportunity to reinvent myself, to be that person I've always wanted to be. I could do this but my mother is standing in my way. She tells me I'm going to get fat everytime I eat, she points out my flaws at any given time. She doesn't notice how uncomfortable it makes me.
My mood has dipped down so low that I can't even get out of bed to go to school. I want to be a vet because I love animals but now I don't even think I have the skills to graduate. I want my mom to be there to alk to me, but she only sees me as this girl who is trying to sneak out and party. I usually don't go anywhere except my boyfriend's home. I don't have any real friends, friends that would invite me out. Everything is going wrong when this is supposed to be my happiest year of school.
I feel alone and gross and I'm depressed. If anyone can help me. Please, I need it.
Last edited by Administrator; 10-12-2012 at 09:40 PM.