| | body issues
I don't want to sit here and just rant on, but i am really really upset at this point in my life. i'm 26 a mother and in a relationship.
I do suffer quite badly from anxiety and depression which i have been prescribed cymbalta (but choose on my own accord not to take) i suffer really bad with body issues (i have really small breasts) and this over takes any level of normal thinking and i turn into this crazed monster who hates everything and everyone.
My partner has never made me "feel bad" as such although i have noticed the porn he chooses to watch is always of those well endowed. I have asked him to be open and honest but he always tells me nah I don't ... its kinda obvious mate!! i know men will be men and watch porn but I feel as though deep down he wishes i had bigger breasts but doesn't have the heart to tell me.
I feel in adequate like i will never be good enough for any man as they all seem to love big breasts.
I know i sound like a fruit loop but this really has a bad effect on my self esteem.