Re: My hearts breaking
Meeshy, I am so sorry to hear about your mum's death and how much you are hurting right now. My dad died five years ago but I can remember how I felt, especially every time I went to the cemetery to visit his grave. But things will get better for you, though of course you will never forget your mum or stop loving her. It isn't really that time heals, but it does mean that you gradually adjust and learn to cope again. This will happen, I promise you, so please don't think you will always be as unhappy as you are now, for you won't. Life will improve but it will be gradual and it will happen as its own pace, it can't be hurried. You need to take as much time as you need to grieve for your mum - she was so important to you and always will be, but some day you will be able to think about her without feeling the misery you feel at present.