mad at my mom who is left behind : (
i love my parents soo much. we were always there for each other. always. joined by the hip, i guess. My dh didnt mind because they were good people. my girls saw my dad twice a day to help me out. he suddenly had a very painful and quick dealth of cancer. it litteraly has broken my heart/
my mom, i thought she was joking, the day after, she said i need another man., then she put everything in her name, really wasnt grieving because she was so busy with paperwork, then she got rid of all of my dads things. ( i was able to take what i wanted) and had them auctioned to help live on.
and then has been looking on the internet for a man.
she met one of course, and has said harsh things to me when i objected to the man living 3 hours away, and the conditions he lived in, his dog kills cats, and she has 2 cats. well anyways, my dh and i felt like we were hit by a 2by4 by how quic k everything took place.
i am happy she is happy, i dont want anything health wise to go wrong with the man she is seeing, i am happy she isnt lonely, but she is abandoning us, her only grandkids. i feel like i lost both of my parents. i have to put my 9 year old in counseling , me too. i just loved what we had. i have to grow up. i am/ spiritually too. but i miss my dad soo much. i go to my parents house to feed moms cats daily and i feel my dad. i dont want mom to sell the hosue./