Wow my lad!
You ARE SOMETHING ELSE! BRAVO!
You are holding on where others would have crumbled. Keep being busy and the hurt will fade out.
I lost my mum ten years ago from a heart attack. I still think of her and miss her
a lot even though I am THREE TIMES your age! I am also convinced she is with me and looks after me from where she is. Many times I talk to her as though she is with me, and NO I do not feel nuts. I feel peacefull and can deal with my loss.
Please continue to smile, the world looks better that way!
I keep repeating myself, but I AM TRULY PROUD OF YOU.Can you imagine what your dad feels from where he is?