texastom

Hi
You are not going insane you just need help comming to terms with the loss you feel,
I feel that you should sit your husband down first and tell him you need his help, your husband may not quite fully understand how much you may still miss your dad ,or how difficult it must of been for you to see you dad ill before his death, I do not know your home situation, but I think that it might be best if you try to explain to your husband first how much you really miss your dad first, then explain how you feel inside ,and then admit that the missing money from his account was taken by you only because you thought spending the cash might of helped you with grief ,and you wanted to try to occupy your mind with something else...then you should tell him that it is his help you need to help you come to terms with your dads death. You are not going insane many women suffer a great deal of grief after loosing a parent/parents plus we men tend not to fully understand grief that a women feels when it is her dad that has gone from her life ...afterall your dad was the first man in your life and for most of your life as you grew-up .