Today is Kelly's birthday. She would have been 31 years old. I took the day off of work, as it continues to be a struggle for me to get these anniversary dates. I remember taking her out to dinner, showering her with gifts, spending quality time together. That's what really mattered to me.
I am going to go to church today and then to the cemetary. I have not been to the cemetary in a couple of months. Going there is really hard for me, but I feel as though I should be there. I was thinking about getting balloons and bringing them with me, as I always used to decorate her bedroom with balloons and streamers for her birthday. I so miss doing that, spending time with her, and seeing her bright smile. She could always make me laugh, help me to feel better, and she always brightened my day. I love her and miss her dearly.
Happy Birthday Kel. I know Kel is looking down at you wishing that you would know that everything is okey. she is o.k. and i hope you will be o.k soon.
Today is Kelly's birthday. She would have been 31 years old. I took the day off of work, as it continues to be a struggle for me to get these anniversary dates. I remember taking her out to dinner, showering her with gifts, spending quality time together. That's what really mattered to me.
I am going to go to church today and then to the cemetary. I have not been to the cemetary in a couple of months. Going there is really hard for me, but I feel as though I should be there. I was thinking about getting balloons and bringing them with me, as I always used to decorate her bedroom with balloons and streamers for her birthday. I so miss doing that, spending time with her, and seeing her bright smile. She could always make me laugh, help me to feel better, and she always brightened my day. I love her and miss her dearly.
Happy birthday Kel!! Love you always!!!
Right after my son passed was his birthday. He would of been 5. We took 30 red and blue balloons the colors of Thomas The Tank. and released them. I know he probably never got ot see them. But id oped that God let him see them all floating to the sky to him. Im sure it was his best birthday ever.
I think its a nice thing to do. This year we will do it again only Im going to send him a special note to him. I live close to his cematary and dont go often either. I do feel guilty but its just too hard.
Right after my son passed was his birthday. He would of been 5. We took 30 red and blue balloons the colors of Thomas The Tank. and released them. I know he probably never got ot see them. But id oped that God let him see them all floating to the sky to him. Im sure it was his best birthday ever.
I think its a nice thing to do. This year we will do it again only Im going to send him a special note to him. I live close to his cematary and dont go often either. I do feel guilty but its just too hard.
Lost,
The fact that your son passed a day before his birthday tells me that it was meant to be. Don't feel so guilty.
I hope you will feel better.
Lost,
The fact that your son passed a day before his birthday tells me that it was meant to be. Don't feel so guilty.
I hope you will feel better.
Thank you. it was a few weeks b4 his birthday. Im sad but I know why he passed. I truly think God wanted to heal him and his job was to save others along the way which he has.
Thanks again.
