Re: Falling apart one year after loss of son
I think that part of it, too, is the year anniversary of all of the days leading up to the day he died. My sister was killed in an accident on November 24 (the day after Thanksgiving) and I am finding this month impossible. Everything reminds me of last year and how innocent we were, not knowing it was the last birthday celebration, or the last Thanksgiving.
I think it's natural to be angry, too. He was young and you had years together left unfinished.
Please know that I am thinking of you.