Hi,
I'm so sorry to hear about your brother, how terrable, It's so hard loosing someone so close, I lost my father 8 years ago and I think of him everyday. The first year is the hardest, It's an emotional roller coaster and your just so tired becasue all the stress and sadness just wears on you. but it eventually dose get easyer. The trial may help you, it will give you some kind of closure, I have a fried who's son was shot about 5 years ago, he was in the wrong place at the wrong time, the shot was ment for someone else, well needless to say the killer is still out there-running loose, dosen't care that he took an innocent life and I'll tell you that just eats away at my friend, he had flyers out everywhere begging for the info, had a reward and no ever came forth. He wants justic served.
Kay