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My husband tragically drowned 2 weeks ago. We were together 23 years.
I feel hopeless and constantly yearn for him. I and my son are the ones in the family that have medical issues while my husband never even took an aspirin. He just loved life and us and his fishing. He loved the water and ironically drowned while coming back from a boat check on his dinghy. Noone knows why or how it happened, it just did. I am sick to my stomach and my son is walking around like a zombie. Life sometimes just has no meaning and what was the reason for this? My brother also passed away 3 months ago from a heart attack. Why is tragedy following us around? I feel so alone and lost. The time spent with me seems surreal and almost like it never happened.
I will be joining a bereavement group since I don't see any other way to go forward. I need the help.
I would love for any help.
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