Re: I just want my husband back
i'm sorry for not responding but i will talk anytime you need someone else to talk to,,
i cant even begin to feel your pain or losing your other half,, as i still have mine, but the only one i have left is my mom and my brother,, everyone else in my family i watched go away,, and it is one of the hardest things i have ever had to go threw.. i sit back and often think how good my dad would have loved my two boys and how much they would have loved to know my dad. they never got the opportunity, the pain is something that never goes away, i find myself not trying to look when i go by the cemetary because i cry everytime i look. if i lost my other i would be so lost, it would kill our children as i know the pain of losing a parent at a early age,, a excellent dad at that rate anyway, i will be here to talk anytime you need someone, peebles i shy away from this part of the forum because of all the memories and as i here them they all come back,, but dont feel you are alone because i will be around and some of the other members need to STEP UP AND HELP SOMEONE IN NEED.
it does get easier till you sit and think about it, some days will be hard to muddle threw and somedays everything will be going great and a simular memory will sidetrack you and on those days i just want to be alone and dwell in my own self pity.
if you ever just need to chat just pm me if you have to