(((((Kay & Family))))) <<<<<< those are cyberhugs
I am so sorry for your loss.
Having a daughter who started with depression at your dear son's age, had 2 suicide attempts and several hospitalizations, I so understand your pain and grief.
Luckily for us we were able to find the right diagnosis, meds and treatment to find the stability that she now stands upon.
It wasn't easy and there were times that we feared what you are now facing in terms of grief.
I can only imagine what that must be like for you and wanted to offer you my deepest sympathies on such a great loss.
May God hold you in the Palm of His hand and allow you to feel His love and His peace as you face your grief.
Be gentle with yourself and know that you were wonderful parents to your son who had what is now known as a true biological disorder that took him way too soon from those he loved.
May all the wonderful memories that you shared with your dear son help you through those difficult moments ~ Ivory