In under two years I've watched as my life has crumbled around me.
In August 2010 I lost my father to cancer. It was expected and I knew the day was coming that we would have to say good-bye. But it came so fast, within a year after he was diagnosed he was gone. I couldn't make it in time to say good bye, even though I did all I could
Then three months ago today on November 6, 2011 I lost my little brother very unexpectedly and suddenly.
And today of all days, my fiance ends our relationship. We were to be married in May.
I absolutely have no idea what where to turn, if I doubt I'd have the energy to turn anyway.