smashingpumpkin

My brother died less than a month ago in an auto accident.... supposedly "they" think he had a heart attack, or some other health issue - we are waiting for the autopsy results ... I guess my question is this - I have been having all sorts of weird feelings ... i feel guilty. I feel guilty for eating, drinking, going to sleep, taking a shower - basically everything. My therapist says it is survivor guilt. Is this normal? Has anyone else felt this? It is a horrible feeling .... I think about him all the time and I know it is still early in the grieving process for me, but I have never thought I would feel like this.