Re: My brother died 4/14/12
I agree with you, survivor guilt is rough. You're not alone in feeling that way, though. If you were, your therapist wouldn't even have a name for it, you know?
I'm so sorry for your loss. I bet that your brother would want you to celebrate life, since he cannot. I hope that, in time (your OWN timing, not anyone else's) you will be feeling less guilty, but I'm sure you will always miss your brother.