I just ran across this board & I am hoping it will give me some comfort in knowing that I am not alone in this lonely world. First off, I am 35 years old stay at home mom to 3 beautiful daughters ages, 10, 7 & 7. Married to the love of my life for 17 years now. Anyway, I lost my mama on Dec 27th 1993 from a 18 month battle of breast cancer & on Sept 24th 2012, I lost my Daddy to cancer. We found out on Sept 12th that he had cancer in his lungs, spine & ribs then 6 days later we found out it was also in his liver, brain, lymph nodes, adrenal glands, all over & 12 days after finding out he lost his battle. Not only was he my last parent but he was my best friend. He lived right out my front door & we saw him several times a day & I could call him day or night about anything. Now, I have the biggest hole in my heart & Idk if I will ever be happy again
everything just happened so quick & was so unexpected. I feel like a orphan
it's unbearable to even open my front door. I loved my mama & I was totally a mama's girl & it was very hard when I lost her but, this is about to kill me!! Please someone tell me that this will get easier.