bravechanges

I'm mixed and I think I inheritied traits of hair that just make for a bit combo.
My hair is really fine and thin, but has a loose curl
and my hairline is pretty wonky too AND I have a pretty high forehead

anyways i have wanted to shave my head so bad for a while, not completely to scalp but like chris brown style
but i am so nervous to do it, im gonna go next week either way either for a cut or to just take the plunge but im super nervous too incase i absolutely hate it

and im scared its gonna make my forehead look even bigger

i think my whole forehead hangup is a problem in itself, i think about it way too much its a little ocd

so should I just go ahead and try it? i mean at worst i dont like it i can grow something back but it also is rough because my hair seems to be falling out a little lately.

im also unsure if i could do it myself, I was thinking have it done by a professional the first time, and if I like it try do it myself after
any thoughts