I don't have much clue as to what could be causing your pain, but I would trust the neurosurgeon to know what she's doing as far as investigation is concerned. And if you have worries and concerns that are depressing you, tell that to the doctor and discuss them, she may be able to put some of them to rest, and ease your mind.
What I do know a lot about is people's reactions to this type of problem. The more you smile and try to hide how badly you feel, the less people understand that you really are suffering. You don't have to whine or complain about it all the time, but it's okay to show people that you have a problem, and some people (like your thoughtful coworker) will be understanding and helpful.
If you can afford to and if your benefits allow for it, it may be a good idea to claim short term disability so you can deal with your health problems. Stress generally makes things worse, and the more stress you can cut out of your life (since you cannot cut out the stress from the pain and other problems) the better.
I wish you the best of luck with this! *comforts*
Darianya
[This message has been edited by Darianya (edited 06-23-2001).]
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