You would not believe what stress can do to you!!! I thought I had every disease out there. My neck had knots you would not believe. Of course, I ran to the doctor thinking they are tumors, and he massaged them out. They were huge stress balls! And the panic attacks, OMG, I've had so many. I actually drove myself to the hospital on several occasions thinking I'm having a heart attack. Also, check out symptoms of Fibromyalgia. I'm not saying you have it, but it will make interesting reading. I don't understand why you are on so many medications, though? I don't know too much about meds, what are they for? You just need to believe that you're OK and you'll feel better.