SSI for bi-polar?
hello, I have had bi-polar as long as i could really remember, The constant feeling of being worthless, Feeling like everyone is looking and judging you, Sleepy for periods of 3,to 4 days straight , and still feeling drained. feeling as happy as one man could ever feel, and losing all hope the very next second. It makes it so much harder being with my girlfriend that i love so dearly, that she has to go through the episodes that i have about 6 times out of the month, that could last more then 5 days at a time, he really is the best thing n my life, and it tears me to pieces knowing how the sickness i have impacts her life, it really breaks my heart, she says its not a bother, but i know it it, cause it kills me, Just wishing i could be happy all the time, and not let something control mylife, in which it dose, it always gets the better side of me, and 99% of the time i dont even see it coming, till im on the brink of suicide, i have tried having a job, and just cant keep one, cause of the constant depression, feeling no self worth, like others are always talking about me, and making fun of me, no being able to talk to others cause of the fear of being judged, cant focus on more the one task at a time, cause my mind is always trying to focus on a hundred things at once, always racing thoughts, So saying all this, would it be possible for me to get ssi? I also have depression, adhd, add, and bi-polar, any advice would be nice, and welcome, thanks all, lithium1986