Hi, for those who don't know I have HOCM, I have recently had an EKG, Echo, 3 holters. All is fine as fine can be-everything with my condition is stable.
Tonight I started feeling light headed and I got a bit scared(thought I might faint) I went and laid down and my heart began going crazy. It was going quite fast, I didn't count but possibly 130-140BPM, and it was all over the place, it would slow a bit then speed back up, it felt like it would skip 2-3 beats then kick in-all the while I am going crazy because I still feel like I am going to pass out. I hollered for my husband to call an ambulance and instead he brought me my Ativan-I have a been having panic attacks for 4 months. I am shaking so bad I can barely open the bottle. I try to do some deep breathing but my heart is going too fast, I can't. Finally in a few moments, my heart slows down and I begin to feel a bit better(probably 2-3 minutes after taking Ativan). I was so weak for a few hours afterwards, that I could barely undress myself for bed. (We never went to the ER-as I have been there numerous times).
Now like I said I have had panic attacks but my heart didn't usually take off like that- I had all the symtpoms of a panic attack-but I have never felt my heart out of control like that. What do you all think this was. I don't have a history of tach. but I know it can start out of the blue. What do you all think? Do spells of tach. make you feel like this-I really thought I was going to faint or die, but did neither.

My husband said I didn't look pale(if that matters) and I was freezing cold just after I began to feel better. I hope I never go through that again-it was horrible, probably the worst I have ever felt. I appreciate any advice plese.
Thanks
Abby