| I'm getting really scared...
I haven't had a cigarette since Sunday night. I know, yeah me, good job, blah blah blah whatever. But what I was afraid of is happening...my heart rate is very slow again. It barely gets above 60 - even when walking around. Usually in the mornings my heart rate is pretty high and this morning it barely got above 60 when I took a shower (my heart rate is usually the highest while in the shower). As I sit here and type this right now it is 52.
I went to the gym last night. I was on the treadmill at a speed of 3.5 and had to incline between 6 and 7 just to get my heart rate to 125. (I wear a polar monitor, so I know what my heart rate was.) Then when I was done, the machine aborted the cool down because my heart rate came back down so fast. As soon as I sat down in the car it was 60 again.
I didn't get any sleep last night because I kept waking up because I thought my heart was stopping. Maybe it was, I don't know. I'm obviously obsessing over this. I can't help it though. I feel absolutely miserable.
The last time I tried to see my doctor about this, my heart rate got really fast because I have horrible "white coat syndrome". So then they see that and I guess they think I'm lying about the slow heart rate. So there isn't much point in calling my doctor about this. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm scared that I'm just going to go to sleep one night and my heart will stop and I won't wake up.
So I guess my questions are:
1. Is there any way that anxiety can cause a slow heart rate? I do have problems with anxiety that usually cause me tachycardia, but not lately. Since I am obsessing over this, is there any way that my mind could be causing my heart to slow so much?
2. What are the chances of my heart slowing down so much that it stops? Like while I'm sleeping.
I'm getting so scared. I have a physical scheduled for Friday, so I will mention this to my doctor then, but I know my heart rate will be fast then because of "white coat". I don't know what else I can do. My cardiologist keeps telling me that my heart is fine, and he treats me like I'm totally crazy. I know I'm not crazy. The doctors won't listen to me, though. I am absolutely miserable. I'm afraid to do anything anymore...especially sleep. I know it isn't good to worry about this, but like I said, I can't help it!
Thanks in advance for any comments, advice, etc.
|