Goldy
Sorry to hear about your poor dog. My grandson's dog died in my arms about 2 months ago. He was a young Boston Terrier.
Yep, sounds like a hectic day for sure. The relocation must be stressful. Maybe not, except for finding someone to help move your "stuff"

Are you glad to be relocating? I am too nosy, lol.
I read up on your new med and it does appear to be a new med. The only thing that concerned me is that it can cause a drop in blood pressure. This is a rare occurrence I think. Just watch your BP please.
As far as depression, it runs in my family and comes with heart disease. I have tried a few ADs and have been on Lexapro for maybe 3 years or more. None of the ADs have really worked, but Lexapro seems to be.....kind of like "not noticeable or more innocuous" as compared to say Paxil.
However if I try to stop ADs altogether, my family has to cage me, really. I have been on ADs for 11 years now, and I guess my mind just cannot function without the increased serotonin that results from taking the SSRIs.
I truly believe that some have chemical imbalances due to genetics and some due to stress. Learning to cope with stress is probably the most healthy thing a person can do for themselves. I had no idea how much stress my career was causing me until my health put an end to it.
As I recovered from an mi and light stroke, I pondered the life I had been living for many years. It was truly unbelievable. I worked for over 20 years in reactor operations at Brownsferry Nuclear Plant. You have to have perfect health to work in the control room, of course.....
Whoa, I am rambling now for sure. I just wanted to say that how we "choose" to react to stress determines the quantity and quality of our life. We do have a choice.
I am so glad to hear your chest pain is gone for now. You really need to be well versed in the symptoms of leaky heart valves.
Please do not push yourself too hard. Meditation is great