I'm depress i'm confuse - Herpes Message Board

mslovely18 · 02-19-2009, 04:22 PM

It stared after i told my friend tht i have herpes he has been actingim ma really PHONY like hes doesnt want me around nor talking to me i call him there no answer i feel like he need to alease to me let me kno whts on his mind i called him while i was in school he told me tht he doesnt feel like talking to no one but i ask him whts wrong he told me its not my concern about it. is making my head hurt i stay with head ache they wont go away they last for weeks im losing weight i cant eat focus my self to eat im misable as h*** im in the 12 grade i need help i cant keep feeling this way i love him but i think i need to get rid of him before i have a nervos breakdown i need some help please reply thnks

dionysus24 · 02-24-2009, 03:22 PM

hi!! i'm not at all the right person to give and advice coz i myself posted that i'm depressed and cant take it anymore!! i'm 24 unlucky me i've had both oral and genital lesions after kissing and having sex only once in my life.my life is an example for what we call IRONY..its been 4 weeks since i slept for 2 hrs a day.no kiddin.i've taken sleeping pills with no use,my wonderful future thats all set and ready to go seems like nothing now.
but one thing is for sure.we need to start getting independent from every small humanly possible emotions to survive.we are all alone unless someone shows some 'SYMPATHY'.which by no means we can accept.i'm sorry u r depressed and i'm makin things worse.i dnt think i can take this anymore.they said they are making some vaccine for it.acambis company.i'l wait until this yr end..u take care now.try indulging in some activities.i sincerely hope it works out for you.c ya

G2gurlie · 02-24-2009, 05:36 PM

I understand what you're feeling I just turned 50 on the 1st of this month and a week later I have my first out break I know its hard to cope with I am trying to keep my head straight too by not dwelling on this issue 24/7 keep your thoughts on YOU and your well being and if this boy is cutting you out try not to let it get to you mentally you noticed I said "TRY"

but do your best.

Change has a considerable psychological impact on the human mind. To the fearful it is threatening because it means that things may get worse. To the hopeful it is encouraging because things may get better. To the confident it is inspiring because the challenge exists to make things better.

Hope your day goes better ~