Waiting for diagnosis
First off: I gave gotten HSV1 and HSV2 blood screens run - I am waiting for results, which should be in by 8/25. I will update when I get results.
Some background on my skin. I am 31 and have bad acne on my face and constant small red bumps all over my thighs - some are hair follicles but some appear to be acne. It's been like this my whole adult life. Bad skin. Which you will hear is what I'm holding out hope for here, please read on.
3 weeks ago I had a one night stand, and we used protection. 3 days later I had mild symptoms that felt like a cold - congestion, cough, sore throat. 2 days after that I had three small flesh colored bumps on the base of my penis in a half inch spread, almost a line. I shave my pubic hair in that location (very base of the penis shaft) and hoped them to be ingrown hairs.
Around this time I began to apply a small amount of murpirocin to these bumps, not daily but semi regularly. Meanwhile the cold like symptoms burned off as much would a mild head cold. The bumps remained flesh colored and did not look like zits or ingrown hair. I also received no discomfort from the bumps. they didn't go away or change with a week on the antibiotic cream.
So 8 days after these bumps appeared, I woke to about 9 red, zit like (no white head, very small and shallow, red in color) sores - these sores began just below my navel, continued at my waistline and into my pubic hair stopping above my penis, and are still noticeable now, much in the same condition, 6 days later. I did attack a couple on my abdomen/belly with tweezers,and they popped not unlike zits but with a more firm core and some bleeding. I was aggressive.
I had blood drawn on 8/16 but did not show the doctor my abdomen or penis - probably fear and denial. I have been washing vigorously with an acne medication soap bar on my stomach/pubic region.
The original 3 bumps are now slightly red but almost exactly the same in character and size as when they appeared 14 days ago - and have not ruptured or crusted.
Meanwhile in the last 2 days I have noticed 2 pinpoint white bumps around my foreskin within a half inch of each other, and two isolated, soft red bumps in the pubic hair on my scrotum - honestly the latter look like a more typically irritated area of skin than a sore. Also, as of last night, I recognize a tingling/burning sensation just above my waist and below my navel - a region where 3 of these shallow red sores reside: I hope this to be a sensitivity to the acne bar soap and excessive washing (not quite obsessive but vigorus scrubbing twice a day under hot water).
So I probably have genital herpes - if it's that I hope it to be 1 but expect 2. If it's not herpes then next up is a trip to the dermatologist to diagnose this skin condition.
Pretty crazy. I feel in shock still, and I'll be a stress bag until the tests are in. I know I'll be depressed as hell if diagnosed, and am totally obsessed with watching these sores and bumps progress.
Sure sounds like all the classic symptoms of genital herpes, based on my research. It feels better to write about this but I am terrified. I'll update here with progress.
Thanks for reading and I appreciate your comments.