Just so confused...
So my ex and I broke up a few months back. One night we got together and had sex. He recently broke up with some girl. It was a bad decision but it is what it is. Less then a week later he got extremely sick. He had flu like symptoms and this "growth" on his nostril. He went to the we and got diagnosed with a staph infection. A few days after that I had this thing forming on my thigh. Freaked out over his staph infection I run to the er and get diagnosed with a staph infection as well. So I took antibiotics for 8 days and this infection was getting worse and worse. I go to a different er.. They diagnosed me with genital herpes. I instantly lost it. I was hurt, mad, sad, irate.. Any word you can use to describe not happy was me. Of course I instantly texted my ex blaming him. I felt like I knew he was diagnosed wrong as well. I also didn't comprehend how I would have genital herpes while he had it on his nose. In return he blamed me. Its been a mess ever since. (It's only been a 5 days).
I guess I just need help coping. I know it's not the end of the world. I know him and I will probably blame each other forever. I'm just so upset how 30 mins of fun means I'm stuck with this for life. Ugh.
Does anyone have any tips to help learn to cope? Tips on how to heal faster? Something?
I have no health insurance and of course the Valtrex prescription was $230 so I didn't get it