Hi,
I think my electrolytes are out of balance -I experienced vision problems several times and there was some muscle cramping as well. My blood pressure has been great. The last few days it has been elevated up to 160s, especially at bedtime, due to the leg pain, I am sure. The doc said that was not a bad blood pressure for people in pain (???). Of course, the vision irregularities happened at work, while reading (or trying to!) fine print with the clients. Geez. When I could see fine, I'd sometimes have the reflux attacks. Anyway, I have lab requisitions for everything and am going to get it done first thing tomorrow. I'll be missing work again. I went to the hospital for a test the other day. Missed a couple of hours again today. Will miss some time tomorrow. And again next week when I see my BP doctor. My employers have been great, working things around me and my appointments.
This muscle pain scares me, because it's new. The reflux isn't getting any better. Quite the opposite. I made my doctor mad when I said I was sure the PPI was making me sick and that I didn't want to take it anymore. My 3 months are up. That's the duration of a standard PPI therapy. He wants me to believe I'll have to take this drug forever. When I started the PPI therapy, I had no symptoms. They developed gradually, with the use of the proton pump inhibitor and now it seems there's no going back. The doctor said if I stop taking this expensive medication, the reflux will get worse.
The only thing checked were the reflexes in the leg, which are OK. I got very angry when told I shouldn't worry about the leg pain but should worry about my kidney function instead. He said if the kidneys don't work, nothing else will. It sounded very insensitive and was definitely the wrong thing to say. I stormed out of his office, forgetting my prescription for the pain medication for the hip/leg pain. I sent the nurse to get it for me. I don't feel like ever going back there.
When I think back to exactly a year ago, I realize how lucky I really am and that I should not complain. I don't talk to anybody about my medical issues and everyone assumes I am back to the way I used to be. And I am fine most of the time. Only my friend (the health care provider with a panic attack) knows it can never happen.
As usual, I have a long list of questions and issues to discuss with the specialist next Friday. I can't wait to meet with him.
flowergirl