I got my results back today and I'm okay! Oh my word, I was so terrified when I saw a letter for me at the door because the hospital said that they'd only get back to me if something was wrong. So as I was opening it I thought, well... this is it, it has to be bad news, but I'm okay! sfdhfdkjgh Oh my word, I can't stop crying, I think I'm going to faint.
Thankyou for talking to me before, and I'm still going to come onto this board to talk to people. I know that I don't know much about the medical side of the virus itself, but I know what it feels like to be paranoid and worried about having it, so I think that I can offer emotional support in that sense.
Thanks again.
Last edited by Bubba_Ho_Tep; 09-20-2006 at 10:55 AM.
No, this was actually a test two years after the encounter, so atleast the result is definite and I won't have to go back for any more. I do however wish I went sooner, I feel like I cheated myself out of a lot of time by just worrying about it.
It's really strange, because I had actually convinced myself fully that I had it, and I'd actually completely accepted that. So when I got my results back, although I was obviously very nervous, I'd already accepted the worse anyway. Now, I find myself constantly looking at the sheet of paper that says I tested negative, and I actually can't believe it. It seems so surreal to me! Like I'm dreaming or something. Isn't that nuts?!
Love ya ad glad everything worked out for you. Dance all you want...hope the anxiety has stopped
