I got my results back today and I'm okay! Oh my word, I was so terrified when I saw a letter for me at the door because the hospital said that they'd only get back to me if something was wrong. So as I was opening it I thought, well... this is it, it has to be bad news, but I'm okay! sfdhfdkjgh Oh my word, I can't stop crying, I think I'm going to faint.
Thankyou for talking to me before, and I'm still going to come onto this board to talk to people. I know that I don't know much about the medical side of the virus itself, but I know what it feels like to be paranoid and worried about having it, so I think that I can offer emotional support in that sense.
Last edited by Bubba_Ho_Tep; 09-20-2006 at 10:55 AM.
No, this was actually a test two years after the encounter, so atleast the result is definite and I won't have to go back for any more. I do however wish I went sooner, I feel like I cheated myself out of a lot of time by just worrying about it.
It's really strange, because I had actually convinced myself fully that I had it, and I'd actually completely accepted that. So when I got my results back, although I was obviously very nervous, I'd already accepted the worse anyway. Now, I find myself constantly looking at the sheet of paper that says I tested negative, and I actually can't believe it. It seems so surreal to me! Like I'm dreaming or something. Isn't that nuts?!