nactiveone

When i went to my ob/gyn for my gardasil vaccine, i expressed my concerns about contacting hiv from my previous partner, even though I am unaware of his status.

My Dr. told me that I'm really too young (23) to be worrying about that right now, and that really frustrated me. he said for a piece of mind i could try to donate blood. But i think that would be more nerve-wracking than anything.

But I'm going to make plans to get tested by the end of this month. If I am postive, I am going to go to the guy's house who lied to me about his status and destroy his truck (his pride and joy). Then, I'll greatly consider implementing Dr. Foster's method into my diet.

I've never used illegal drugs, smoked, or had more than one alcoholic drink per week. I'm very much into bodybuilding, so I eat about 2300 calories a day from high quality foods. i also exercise 4-5x a week. I just hope, if this guy is hiv+, that my healthy lifestyle has helped me ward off this virus completely.

I've made entirely good choices in my life, except for one (not faithfully using protection this time) but I'm not going to let it break me. I have to face the reality that one day I am going to die of something. but if i dont get tested, stress of not knowing is going to kill me before the potenial of hiv ever could. I've been so healthy my whole life that IF i did have HIV i could be one of those people who never develops AIDS and has the virus pretty much undetectable. But nothing would be better than being diagnosed negative, and not knowing does not make me negative.