ken0310

The first time i had sex is at 2003 october that is because my ex-girlfriend giving me the cold shoulder, i suspect her of having another boyfriend but she deny it and avoiding me.

That time i had sex with this girl C i know from the internet for two days. The first day, she having period and there was blood. I went to her house and in her room there was fondling and french kissing and before i know it i was having unprotected sex with her and ejected into her. I feel very scare afterwards, she told me she had unprotected sex with other guys before.

The next day, C called me on the phone and asked to meet me in her house. She seduced me, i notice she did not wear bra or underwear inside her shirt and short. we had sex shortly in her house and this time i got use condom for the first time. The following day, she called me on the phone but i lie to her that i was too busy to meet her. The day after she went back to her country malaysia.

During this time till the next year 2004 feburaury till march no HIV symptons. I did not have rashes, fever or flu. During this time, my ex told me she want to break up with me. She deny having other boyfriend.

Angry and sad, i knew she having other lovers so i contact F another girl i know from the internet to have sex with her. She told me must use condom and no kissing. we make love at two separate occassions for the whole saturdays. I keep changing new condoms before entering her. At that time, i was more worry about F being pregnant. I feel guility toward my ex and stopped having sex. My ex told me that she will give me 6 months time to prove i have money to her or she will break up with me.

Four months later, my ex broke up with me. She told me that she have new boyfriend who have money, car and will have house. Angry and sex, i contacted F again and have sex with her for one saturday many times. That time, i keep changing new condoms after entering her.

Medical History (I will have diahorrea since young if i eat laska noodles, but dun know the reason. I have rashes problem since i was 15. Allergic to dust. I drink lots of coffe, sometimes up to 7 cups a day. Have pimples (acnes) grow on my face and my back since teen. I once have fever when i was enlisted in the army up to 40 plus but still can walk and chat with people. Even the doctor is surprised so even if got fever, i dun really know.)

Afterward, I did not have sex anymore. After breaking up with my ex , i felt very sad and when i miss her very much then i have fever for a few times which lasted for a week or more each time. Every time i have fever i will just hide in my room and watch video cds without going to the doctor. I will just eat pears for 3 days and nothing else.


2005 till now 2007 did not have sex anymore. Below is what happening during this period of time.

2005 - Have a few fevers for the whole year. maybe diahorrea for once, can't remember. Got rashes once when i worked in the hotel. the rashes on my leg.

2006 - Got one time rashes on my leg, the tiny red dot pimple like rashes have yellow pus on september. Have gastric pain once and mild fever for another one time. Had grown fungus on area around the middle of my legs around the penis. Had fever for two to three times. Every time i hide in my room.

2007 - (Jobless.) Caught from mother, i vomit and diahorrea. Never see doctor, taken medicine from other family member and recovered. Got one time, leg feel itchy, i scratch and started to inner bleeding within the skin and later got rashes where it itches and bleed. It heals over in a week or two. Never had fever.

As I am currently jobless. I stay at home and sleep a lot feeling tired. I make money by selling things online.

Recently keep waking up at night to visit the toilet, every time the penis swollen erected even after visited the toilet. Also keep waking up at the middle of the night.

Recently i have persist cold, for example. Waking up in the morning with flu then at afternoon the flu gone. On and off. The next day will have flu again. Then the following day the flu gone. The flu come and go all the time at different intervals. Just like i have the flu when i typing and now is gone.

I experiencing headaches, and once i feel faint and have to lie down to rest and got a few time feel very tired, no strength like need to rest.

Since tuesday till today friday i experiencing rashes on my legs, hands and a few on the neck and upper chest. I notice tiny faint red spots on my hand palm and tiny red spots on the feet palm. When i scratch the red spots on my feet palm, it is itchy and become blisters. I notice got a few sores on my fingers and toes.

My father having fungus infection growing on his knees, legs, backside and one small spot on his neck.

I inspected my mouth, no ulcers. I inspected my arm pits and neck, no lymphs.

What are the symptons of HIV ? Why i have sudden rashes, sudden sores and headaches? I scare. I thinking of visting the Clinc to test for HIV tomorrow friday or on saturday. If i have HIV, i will try to make lots of money for my parents before killing myself. What should i do? i so worry i cannot sleep.