CALM DOWN! I've written to you before telling you there's no way you could have the disease. You have had
NO sexual contact and never done drugs, therefore there is NO CHANCE of you having HIV or AIDS. Therefore, from swallowing your own semen, you
CAN NOT have the disease. If you did have HIV, which you do
NOT, you could swallow your own semen as much as you want to because you would already be infected anyway. So calm down

You are going to worry yourself to death when there is absolute no chance! Unless you have come in contact with someone else's semen, vaginal fluids, blood, or breast milk, you have absolutely no chance of having the disease or any other STD. So you are totally fine. When you worry yourself (and trust me I know how it feels when you think you have something), you can actually give yourself symptoms. You're telling yourself you have AIDS, so your body may produce symptoms because you're making your body think you really do have the disease when you don't. As soon as you calm down and realize it's impossible that you have the disease, the symptoms will most likely go away, and you'll realize how dumb you were worrying so badly. If they don't go away, you could have a billion other minor things. HIV symptoms are that of several other illnesses, too. I hope this helps and stop scaring yourself to death! Btw, you've done nothing wrong in masterbating and swallowing your own semen. I admit, that's off because I've never heard of a guy doing that before but it's not a big deal. We all masturbate in different ways. So I hope this helps, and take care! Also, if you keep posting this people are probably going to start getting annoyed at such a silly question as this, especially since you should be reasurred by now from all the responses you've gotten so
STOP WORRYING
[This message has been edited by AshleeD (edited 07-03-2002).]