wHY AM I STILL WORRYING - HIV Prevention Message Board

NONREV1 · 01-14-2003, 02:32 PM

i AM 21 AND BACK IN JULY I GAVE ORAL SEX TO MY EX BOYFREIND AND HE DIDN'T EJACULATE IN MY MOUTH AND E PERFORMED ORAL ON ME.A COUPLE OF MONTHS LATER I STARTED TO GET THES BAD THOUGHTS THINKING THAT HE WAS INFECTED WITH HIV. FOUR MONTHS LATER I GOT A TEST AND THANK GOD IT WAS NEGATIVE. HE GOT TESTED FOR ALL STD'S WHEN HE WENT TO A REHAB AND IT ALL CAME OUT NEGATIVE. I HAVE ALSO RECEIVED CONFORMATION ABOUT THESE NEGATIVE RESULTS. I STILL WORRY. WHY DO I HAVE THESE BAD THOUGHTS ABOUT THERE STILL BEING A CHANCE. SOMEONE REASURE ME.

01-15-2003, 06:36 AM

I think you shouldn't worry. I am going through a huge situation myself... if you want to read living like I am already dead. I got tested yesterday and should be getting my results by friday. I am scared to death. You have the hard part behind you.... The test is supposed to be valid after three months and if your boyfriend tested okay then you have nothing to worry about. I need reassurance....