babyshan is right, golf...You are negative!

9 weeks is extremely encouraging, having in mind that most people who generate detectable antibodies, do so within 4-6 weeks post-exposure. It is easier saind tahn done, and since I went through this, I'll tell you it is very hard...but as you wait for your 13 week test, slowly try to get to the idea that you will be OK, your symptoms non-withstanding.
Go see a shrink, or talk to someone you trust, it will help you get through. OK??
Best of wishes!
Anyone