scaredanddepressed

Hi everybody

I am scared and depressed ,have not tested for over a year,3weeks after I had protected sex with this gal,I started to have itching around my mouth and in my pubic area(thought she gave me crabs or something)followed by the worst sinus infecton possible,coincident with that came a slightly itcht out break around the head of my penis,over the next few months in succesion came bumpy outbreaks that itched like crazy on my thigh,a raw skin in my groin(convinced it is herpes),diarrhea(mainly moving bowels very frequently with some mucus),tingling and numbness in my arms and legs,followed by sharp stabbing pains in both arms and legs from finger toetips to wrist and ankles,hands and feet turning cold and warm,oral ulcers that came and went ,itchy bumpy rash on my chest and back,all through this the highest my fever went was 99.5 althoough I knew I was having chills as well,occasional nightsweats.My resting heart rate went up from 55 to 100 and intense fatiguejoin5t aches all around,couldn't function or think properly.Symptoms have lasted at least 9-10 months ,have started to calm down now but have an occasional day when the skin on my hands gets a red bumpy rash,that burns and leaves my skin in the area numb,also have been nauseous(never before ) headaches off and on that feel like shooting stabbing pains accompanied by a bumpy itchy rash on my scalp,have also noted itching around my nose and eyebrows(seborrheic dermatitis??)

Large ugly red pink bumps on my belly and back come and go as well.....

I think there couldn't be a closer symptom list that goes with HIV disease,and Herpes too....so I give up,just want some input from all of you as to what to expect based on your experiences with others....

Thanks