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Ok people,,read this and tell me what you think,,cause i am honestly going crazy.

Ok Nov 2001 met a girl from Marlboro, New York she was 19,i was 20. We went out,,we liked each other..so we started too make out..etc etc.. when she came over one night,,we went a bit further started taking clothes off etc etc,,,but she didnt want to have sex cause as she said she didnt have sex with anyone before,,,(i beleived her at the time)..anyway we based our relationsship on oral sex,,basically me giving her cunnigulus,,,and fingering,,she tried to give ME a blow job,,but she more or less didnt know how to,,so she gave up. Anyway the whole cinnigulus story went on for at least 6 times ( i repeat only me licking her,,we didnt do anything when she was with her period)...at some point she decided to have sex with me. As she said she has been tested and she wanted me to get tested so that we ll be safe,,i am not sure if she was lying bout that cuase she told me were to go and get tested so i think she did, she did not specify though,,what tests she did,
Anyway we didnt get around in having sex at the end,,cAUSE SHE HAD TO LEAVE FOR THE sTATES( SHE WAS AN EXCHNAGE student in the Uk).
A t some point later on,,during summer 2002 i developed a swollen lymp node on my cheek,,or as the docs call it a parodic node, I went to the docs,,and he did every single test that can make u r lymp nodes swollen ( EBV,hep,toxoplasmosis, and of course HIV).
When i saw him ticking the HIV box,,on the test ordering form,,i completely freaked out. Started reasearching bout HIV,FOR DAYS A,, TRYING TO THINK IF i had symptoms,,and checking my self each day for spots,lumbs,patches in my mouth etc etc, I couldnt remember anything to HIV or the ars symptoms..no rash.no fevers,no sweats, no diarheia. Anyway after a week the test results came back,,,i was HIV negative,,and i had a large ammount of the EBV virus or the kissing disease,as it is widely knonw.
Anyway since then i havent had any,,,real symptoms (of course i know symptoms is not the way to diagnose etc etc). only had dyspepsia-acid reflux thing that as my doc told it is due to test,,,and also common warts on my fingers,,,,
Please answer?
1)What is the likelyhood of getting HIV from cunnigulus...i know it is low for one episode,,,but how bout multible episodes?
2) I had a negative HIV test at 9 months. The tests though were done in a general hospitla in cyprus. The tests showed EBV,but what if the doc found EBV first and said oh his got ebv,,lets just tick HIV neg,,,without doing the test,.,
3) Havent had any symptoms related to HIV( TRUST ME I VE BEEN CHECKING MY SELF UP AND DOWN 24/7)..should i re-test?
4) Does anyone actually know anyoone infected by cunnigulus only?
i am know in a great relaionship with a girl for 20 months now..i really love her,,but i keep having crazy nightmares that i passed the virus over to her ( we have been having unprotected sex,,,she was a virgin ,i know that for a fact,,its a thing of the greek community ,,if you saw the movie the greek wedding,then u ll know,,). Please answer me....

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Andy