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Scared2009 · 10-17-2009, 06:08 PM

Someone please help me, I think I may have picked up herpes. PLEASE read & answer seriously. PLEASE?
OK everything I am about to type is 100% serious and the truth, I am not making up anything or wasting my time typing this just for fun. I really need someone to take this seriously.

So I have NEVER EVER had any kind of sexual relations until this past Wednesday night. I recieved my first "blow job" and it was someone I had just met things got a little crazy and thats what happened. (I know this was stupid and am already regretting it, PLEASE dont make me feel worse about it)

Anyhow this was Wednesday night and only like 10 mins long the next night (Thursday) I noticed a little tiny tiny bump on the side of my penis. However, but just like a regular little pimple or razor bump..AS OF TODAY (Day 3) the bump has a tiny white head and blood and white stuff came out. But when I started reading that it could be herpes or something I started freaking out. And since then I have been literally sick to my stomach. Like feeling that I'm going to throw up. But this always happens to me, everytime I get really freaked out, I always feel like I'm about to throw up.

So I'm freaking out. It has only been 3 days since I got the "blowjob" (Wed night) and Thursday night I noticed the tiny bump and ever since I read about it (late Thurs night) on the net I have been feeling sick and I read some symptoms like I didn't have any until after I read the article. I didn't have any symptoms and then I read the article and suddenly my penis feels like its tingly or like a little burning. But I don't know if I'm making myself so sick that I am imagining it? Or if I am just making myself have the symptoms? I don't know.

But there is just ONE tiny bump not three four or five, just ONE. And it hurts a little when I pee, and my penis is tingly and burning a little bit. But I put Vasaline on my penis to stop the dryness (because I masturbate FREQUENTLY and DAILY, like all the time) and I read that masturbation could cause the little bump. I've been having a type of diharea (spelling) but I've also been taking GREEN TEA FAT BURNERS since THURS and I have been taking BIOTIN for a few weeks now. I'm just concerned I don't know what's going on.

But honestly I am freaking out and I just want honest answers.

So, what do I do from here?
If it is herpes will I die? Is herpes curable?
If it isn't herpes then is it HIV/AIDS?

HELP.

I'm 18....and I really don't want to talk to my parents about this yet.
I'm super embarrassed and am freaking out.

I've learned my lesson and will use protection from now on. Just please help me and let me know?

and if you think I should get tested, then how do I go about that? Like do I just walk into a health department and ask? How much does the test cost? Do I have to have insurance cards and stuff? Cause my mom has all that.

Please help me. Thank you.

Scared2009 · 10-17-2009, 06:44 PM

Someone please answer me, please.

blokecalledkev · 10-17-2009, 07:10 PM

Hi there,

The answer is no, it is unlikely you have got HIV and less likely you will die. It is extremely unlikely you have got HIV through oral sex. The HIV virus is extremely difficult to transmit from person to person despite what you may have read on the net. Oral sex is classed as low to zero risk.

Please relax, take a deep breath and for goodness sake stop beating yourself up.

Regards Kevin.

I notice you are online right now. If you wish I will happily spend time with you and guide you through this.

Scared2009 · 10-17-2009, 07:26 PM

Thank you, just going crazy.

Today *day 3* and it is burning a little more but I don't know if I am making myself have these symptoms.

Are you sure it isn't HIV? What if the person that gave me a blowjob had HIV and gave it to me? There was NO sex just oral. And I didn't give the oral. The person did.

He says he is HIV-Neg & has no STDs. But why did this bump just pop up the night after?

blokecalledkev · 10-17-2009, 07:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Scared2009

Thank you, just going crazy.

Today *day 3* and it is burning a little more but I don't know if I am making myself have these symptoms.

Are you sure it isn't HIV? What if the person that gave me a blowjob had HIV and gave it to me? There was NO sex just oral. And I didn't give the oral. The person did.

He says he is HIV-Neg & has no STDs. But why did this bump just pop up the night after?

I have no idea why this bump as appeared but it is extremely unlikely it is the onset of HIV. If you are concerned then by all means go for a check up. It will confirm what I am telling you, you are not HIV positive.

Please rest assured I am not, nor is anybody else here, going to judge you on your actions mate. You had unprotected oral sex, it is not the end of the world so please, please stop beating yourself up and thinking you have in anyway done something wrong. Guilt is a very powerful emotion, you have nothing to be guilty about, OK ?

If this person was HIV positive and this is a huge IF, the chances of you getting it through oral sex is small to zero.

Regards Kevin.