Re: Non stop worrying borderline anxiety attacks and depression
the chances of you being infecting with HIV through oral sex, is small to zero. Please take my advice on this, STOP examining yourself, stop looking for symptoms in a way to confirm your worst fears. Symptoms are NEVER a reliable indicator of your HIV status. there is only one way to determine your status and that is through a blood test. If you are so concerned and to be honest you have no reason to be, then go for a test and set your mind at rest.
PLEASE stop beating yourself up. Stop feeling guilty and looking for ways to punish yourself. We all screw up mate, we all make mistakes, it does not mean that you automatically get HIV through it and your entire life is over. There are many factors involved, not least the HIV status of the person you was with. You have no idea whether this person was HIV positive or not but have automatically assumes she was in order to fuel your own guilt.
Take care mate, you have had a low to zero risk encounter, it is extremely unlikely you have been infected through this indecent.
Last edited by blokecalledkev; 12-13-2009 at 04:44 PM.