Originally Posted by johnsmith232323
Yeah but i was the one performing oral in some cases. Doesn't this increase the risk?
No there is no risk no matter how you try to convince yourself otherwise.
Ok I am going to say this you out of compassion and concern. You clearly have convinced yourself you are at risk; you are equally trying to convince yourself you have HIV. Members here on the other hand are not convinced; the reasons have been explained why.
At this point it is in your own interests to seek professional medical help. Have an HIV test, the results will be 100% conclusive (negative). By doing this you can then move on with your life and stop worrying yourself sick.
I personally have stated you were not at risk, I stand by this opinion. You do not want to accept this opinion. Therefore there is nothing further to offer you. Do yourself a huge favor get off the net, get checked out and move on. You cannot be diagnosed online; you cannot be offered what you want on any HIV forum. You don't even know the guy actually had HIV for goodness sake.
No matter how you try to convince yourself you have HIV, no matter how much you visit various web site, no matter what odds and statistics you look at. Nothing will ever determine your HIV status other than an HIV test. Please go for one, today and this time tomorrow all your worries will be over.
Please post the results of any test you take.