Hello Ales.Do you think the prostitute is positive and the operators are aware,still they allow her?If the girl that cam in later wntd to alert u that the person you ar about to hav sex is positive,thats mean they ar aware and would not allow her to spoil there business.you may hv contracted other thing but not hiv.i tested at 4 months,but wit d girl i hav sex wit and it cam back negative,and i'm ok.so your 6 mnths negative result is way too conclusive.Take it to the bank,as once told me by Apollo .
Hi mate! You had protected sex and that's what they have been saying "safe sex".
If you think that you and your Love which you had unprotected sex with, gotten HIV.
Do u think you can ask her along to test with you? What's the probablitly of two person having late secroconversion?
I know it's hard, but honesty is still the best policy. Your a smart guy, decide it yourself. The truth might hurts but a lie hurts forever.
All your testing prove conclusive of HIV-.
Did you try another doctor to see what other's opinion are?
Hi thanks for support
After my first test a I mentally went down and told my girl everything she surprisingly stays with be and called me hypochondriac that the test must be ok I tried to make her go for the test and she said she feels fine so she does not need any test and also she is afraid of looking on her own blood. So I went for the follow up test at 6 M and I was scared after to call the doc she was with me and made me call there they told me negative result and she told me I told you so so stop talking about that it makes me crazy. so if did not anything else u r ok.
I really can not imagine situation telling her that 3. Test is not fine. Definitely on our country is 3 m test considered as conclusive so I would pointet as a liar not as case of late seroconversion. The truth is that there is no way to prove it and statistics of late sero goes against me.
Even it was safe sex it ended with pretty weird situation like getting vaginal fluid into my cut sore on testicle. It is perfect crime and 6 m negative makes it even unreal. I also live in the country where is approximately 1500 cases on 10 000 000 inhabitants.
So sure if all goes up I will be the only one who knows the truth and there shall not be even one person considering what if I am not liar
This so hard for me tha I even think about suicide because there will not be possibility to prove situation described before in this thread.
If your thinking that way then you need help that is forum cannot provide, please seek help from your doctor or a mental health provider. You dont have HIV, your tests have proved that. You cannot prove somthing that you do not have fact..
My last post on this thread, so please get some help for your mental state.
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I know how much this can weigh on you. More liekly than not guilt is causing your issues. Like everyone has said you have numerous tests outside the window period.
I have had 19 tests done, all negative, I finally accept I don't have it...you need to do the same.
I know how much this can weigh on you. More liekly than not guilt is causing your issues. Like everyone has said you have numerous tests outside the window period.
I have had 19 tests done, all negative, I finally accept I don't have it...you need to do the same.
Hi 19 tests? Wow anyway good to hear u r fine. I am still scared to make the third one. All symptoms are so clear. I ve already thinked about way to forget all and not to test again but morality keeps me telling as soon as I test plus my girl shall be tested and she can start the monitoring or therapy. I can not wait when one of us start fall apart. Window period is *****. I asked for PCR test and doc told me it costs around1000$ here and he is not recommending it because he insisted that the way I described exposure.
By the way he has great sense of humour. He described my exposure to be poz like when the plane crashes into the active volcano and I am saved by aliens ( by aliens I mean you r not reacting to the test after 5 m)
So after the truth comes up I will mail him
Hi doc I was flying the plane which fell into active volcano I was saved by aliens twice but not for the third time.
I also called local helpline and they told that that have never heard about 6 m case I our country. On the other hand lot of positive cases here are people who do not know exact day of HIV contract. They write like it was durin 200x or 200y who knows. So this make me uncertain wit WP
most test pick it up within 3-4 weeks. Some who are infected may have taken longer, this was years ago when testing was not as good as it is today.
Lets focus ona few things:
1) If youk eep testing there is a chance you will get a false positive result....then what woudl you ever believe.
2) You have numerous tests outside the window period...
3) Doctor confirming that you dont have it
4) Symptoms mean nothing...I had classic symptoms as well 15 days after....so what
move on brother, go on vacation, drink a beer, ahve sex...something
most test pick it up within 3-4 weeks. Some who are infected may have taken longer, this was years ago when testing was not as good as it is today.
Lets focus ona few things:
1) If youk eep testing there is a chance you will get a false positive result....then what woudl you ever believe.
2) You have numerous tests outside the window period...
3) Doctor confirming that you dont have it
4) Symptoms mean nothing...I had classic symptoms as well 15 days after....so what
move on brother, go on vacation, drink a beer, ahve sex...something
Hi
Could you please describe your symptoms after 15 days it explains your number of tests. I checked the classical symptoms and yes high fever, muscle pain night sweating after I was ok my girlfriend had same symptoms. How scary now before I thought it was some sort of cold or something and she told me you infected me! How scary now
Thanks all for support just to update. I am really conviced that i was exposed to HIV even with protection (possible transmission described before) so I visited doc today again and insisted on the 7 month test. Result if negative should be tomorow if not tomorow it means confirmation by WB and game over. Oral thrush is still persistent and drugs do not work so it has to be supressed immune system.
I wish I was hypochondriac but I need this close because of my gf. I am sure that lady wanted it to me and found the way when I was drunk and without experiences in these situations. I ll post tomorrow anyway
Now I am certainly not trying to be rude at all but I think you need to get off of this HIV obsession and check in to mental health help for closure on the guilt for what you have done and which is likely the cause of your hypochondriasis.
You are negative for HIV, and frankly I am finding your going on about it the way you are to be insulting to those members who are positive.
And please don't refer to HIV as a "death sentence" out of respect for those here who have it. I'm sure there are many people posting here with HIV, trying to help YOU in fact, who live very happy and fulfilling lives outside of their infection.
Really though I just say these things because you truly NEED a dose of reality before you hurt yourself...I worry about you if you don't get help. I am a psychologist and my opinion is that your obsession is becoming extremely dangerous mentally.
I am really sorry and I apologize if I noted something as death sentence, of course it is not I am aware of medics and technology improving in this fight. I am obsessed by thoughts that I hurted innocent partner so this makes me express those thoughts. I can not even express how many people are helping me and everybody else. I am so sorry once again if I insulted someone. Sorry
death sentance is one of the better things i've heard said.
it doesn't bother me at all,
but it shows even more that the poster doesn't fully understand what hiv is all about.
that is ok, i would say more then half the people out there don't
or wouldn't understand it.
i just hope for the posters sake
he accepts this test and starts living again
instead of being trapped with fear by his imagination from his guilt.
So true...Bud, you ahve no concept of the disease or how it functions. Take Alyssa's advise and get see a mental health professional ASAP. This is out of compassion bud.
Please relax about the HIV stuff. If you spend as much time researching probabilities as you do worrying then you'd see that the odds of you getting infected are pretty low to begin with. And then on top of that having negative tests yet still being positive? You're more likely to be struck by lightning. Twice.
So just for the update last week I visited psychological/HIV specialist. He did not also believed in my risk exposure as I tried to describe. So I was so far diagnosed with general anxiety disorder and put on antidepressants. But he also mentioned that the tests are not 100% reliable anyway and told that I should talk to my girlfriend and take her for testing. I told her and she answered that I am crazy and she does not want the speak about this concern again. Also doctor ordered other test ( not HIV) like biochemistry test and complete blood screen. I called him last Friday and he told me that blood screen is still not there but results of bio is:
Glucose level - normal, diabetes excluded
Tsh hormone - normal, autoimmune dis excluded
Creatin level - normal, kidney function considered as ok
Cholesterol - little higher, I expected
Bilirubin, sat, alt - liver function, told that it is excellent may be hepatitis excluded
BUT I called him today I asked about blood screen and he told me that i should come anytime next week and he wants to discuss it personally and I do not have order myself which is weird.
I am still scared, antidepressants work little but oral thrush is still persistent and swolen nodes in my neck are still present. I need to solve this ASAP.
So just for the update last week I visited psychological/HIV specialist. He did not also believed in my risk exposure as I tried to describe. Agreed you had NO risk of HIV. So I was so far diagnosed with general anxiety disorder and put on antidepressants. I belive thats your health issue and hope the medication works. But he also mentioned that the tests are not 100% reliable HIV testss are 99.89% realiable, in medical terms thats 100%. No test can ever be 100%. Besides, you have tested many times, your HIV status is sound. anyway and told that I should talk to my girlfriend and take her for testing. I told her and she answered that I am crazy and she does not want the speak about this concern again. Also doctor ordered other test ( not HIV) like biochemistry test and complete blood screen. I called him last Friday and he told me that blood screen is still not there but results of bio is:
Glucose level - normal, diabetes excluded
Tsh hormone - normal, autoimmune dis excluded
Creatin level - normal, kidney function considered as ok
Cholesterol - little higher, I expected
Bilirubin, sat, alt - liver function, told that it is excellent may be hepatitis excluded
BUT I called him today I asked about blood screen and he told me that i should come anytime next week and he wants to discuss it personally and I do not have order myself which is weird. No,its quite normal, even to tell you their is nothing wrong.
I am still scared, antidepressants work little but oral thrush is still persistent and swolen nodes in my neck are still present. I need to solve this ASAP Then forget about HIV and will find the correct path to your answer as HIV is not it for you. The doctor is on the correct path with your mental health and i think that is your problem and maybe just a common viral infection that can run you down. So buddy, if you carry on this road of HIV your misses will just leave you and the doctors will ignore you and in the end you will belive your status, but all to late.
Best of luck in sorting this and im sure in time all will be fine once you work with your doctor .
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