I think you will be better off getting help for your mental health. HIV is not a concerm here and the more you post the clearer it is you need professinal health.
As you didnt have a risk and your unable to take a test then maybe the anxity forum is the best place for you to post?
I know, Me too. I'm just really scared, I'm getting better, the anxiety is going, which im really pleased about, its just im so scared that they will be like oh you're positive, do you guys have any steps on how i can just go and get tested rapidly, i live in gloucestershire, england, and do you think if i said can i have a rapid STD test, they'd take that as HIV?
Their are loads of private doctors in that area mate. I cannot post any sites but a little research will reward you. I went private myself and most will do the " Insti " test, which will give results within 15 minutes. Just search rapid HIV tests or private doctors in your area.
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Their are loads of private doctors in that area mate. I cannot post any sites but a little research will reward you. I went private myself and most will do the " Insti " test, which will give results within 15 minutes. Just search rapid HIV tests or private doctors in your area.
Sure, OK, I will do that. Im will be worrying about the results during that time like crazy
I'll go tomorrow, I'll call up tomorrow and go down. Im sure the time will fly by as I wait. Im sure the guy was HIV - but I just want it for peace of mind I guess. He told me he always uses protection and works for a company that promotes health awareness, im just so scared.... I feel like my body is shutting down with all the stress, I have crazy heart pulpatations and even fainted yesterday
