I couldn't wait to get my results back from the health department, so I found a free clinic that was going on at the University. They did the OraSure mouth swab, and I'm negative! I know a lot of you are in the same position that I was in, and I just want you to know that it's not worth it. All the internet searches will only make things worse. HIV can't be diagnosed by you or anyone on these forums. The only thing you can do is get yourself tested and practice safe sex. Trust me, all the worry isn't worth it, and it only does more damage. Good vibes to everyone who are suffering from HIV anxiety, and much thanks for Apollo for his kind words earlier this week.