Okay, I'm going to be as detailed a possible because I am very nervous. On November 4th and November 12th I engaged in protected oral and vaginal sex with a prostitute (different girl each time). Each time they provided a condom and afterward sprayed with what they said was alcohol.The condom was removed with paper towel as well. They both seemed very cautious about the whole thing in making sure not to touch bodily fluids. Neither time did the condom break.
Additional details: I'm a caucasian circumcised male and both partners were of asian decent. I realize how terrible the decision I made was. I suffer from anxiety and depression. I was off medication for these incidents and acted out sexually. I also called the service for the girls afterward (should have done it before hand) and they said all the girls are clean but I'm not sure if I can take their word for it.
I'm really worried about everything to the point I can't sleep or eat. I'm freaking out. Everything I read online says that since protection was used I will be fine but I'm still nervous. Is it likely I may be infected? Should I pursue an hiv test in the near future?
I've been feeling a little better than to your posts and talking on the phone with a few hotlines. They seem to believe based on the information I've given that I am almost certainly going to be okay. However, I've started to worry about what kind of condom was used. It was the same packaging both times but I'm worried it might have been a natural lambskin. Do either of you think there is any chance of that? I've heard they are much more expensive and thus very unlikely to used by prostitutes in any situation.