nataly1234

1 year ago or maybe less
i went to get a blood draw for (hiv test) it was negative
the needle was 2 pieces i think
1-the tube which im sure it was new and packaged
2-the needle which im not sure if it was new or old
i remember there was many packaged needles in a small box
but that needle that he instal it on the tube was alone on the table
maybe it was packaged and MAYBE NOT i cant remember
and that is killing me
what is there was some hiv positive blood inside it from onother person
when he start pulling blood from my hand maybe
i thing i saw some blood inside it i dont khnow if it from me or it is an old blood

also i remember i got some symptoms like
palm peeling
fever
peeling lips (i dony khnow how to say it)
ulcers in my mouth for 2 weeks
other


im afraid to test i dont want to be hiv positive
noo way or i cant live anymore

please help me please