I've been with two escorts today. I had protected oral sex (condom on). We did few kisses on lips, and I have kind of mouth sores or spots (the one without blood on the tongue ). I kissed their breasts and kind of suck on that.
Also, there's one tiny cut in my finger which was already cover with bandage. I touched their vagina and felt the wet with my fingers. Not sure if that finger get inside too.
Ejacultad without condom on a butt. Far away from anal area and vagina.
I suffered from anxiety. I can barley breath and so confused ! I used hand stabizer, i dont wanna touch my mouth, nose or even eat. I regret every minute I spent there. The girls are clean as they said.
Can I be infected ? Shall take hiv 2 weeks test then 4 weeks test ?
The only way to get hiv in that situation, that of course if they had hiv which is unlikley, is to have unprotected sex. As you never, you have nothing to worry about.
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But, What if the girls were lying ? And they really do have HIV. Let's be honest with each other, it's there job.
I came back home, saw my upset wife walking by. I cant even kiss her! Just lied to her to have protected sex for 10 months !
Question still in my head. What did I do ? Am I infected ?
Man, i'm hiding in the bathroom crying, with all these thoughts in my head. Is it anxiety taking its role in my life again, or the guilt of cheating and fear of HIV.
protected sex is not a risk of hiv transmission, thats why couples when one partner has hiv, use condoms to stop hiv transmission to the negative partner.
You issue here is guilt buds, not hiv.
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but, I touched my penis without condom after touching her vagina.
I know, I got you upset of reading my posts. Please bear with my fears. Man I am thinking about migration and leaving my son behind. This sounds crazy, it's all because one hour with escorts.
I almost got myself out of anxiety and stress. But I was not thankful for that. Instead I had escorts in my lap.
Spending one hour with escorts is the last thing I will think about for the rest of my life.
As i said ONLY unprotected sex is a risk of hiv, nothing else, its as simple as that when talking about sexual activity.
Your reactions are not normal and would indicate you really need to stop and go out and have a walk to clear your mind. Just calm down and take in the facts about hiv transmission.
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