Re: How to accept results?
This will be my only reply. You never had a risk, you tested negative. If you dont belive take another test, any test you like, it matters not because you were not at risk period. If you cannot deal with this then seek help from a professional or post in the anxiety forum for help with mental health issues. This forum is not the place for this.
Best of luck.
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